Office politics sux...This week.. week 13 was bad.. BAD BAD BAD.. Never had i tasted such stress before. Neither in school or in work that i've came across. HAIZ..Been learning many many things that my work gets overloading. I'm actually doing 2 person's stuff. STRESS till tears just flow down. Sobz. I cannot take it anymore on thursday that i've boost my courage to have a word with my boss. I've told him the problems im having and that im feeling much much comfortable in the administrator position. He kept asking me to consider as he says that im doing very well and up to his expectation, and that this position will provide me with a good experience and better future.But i told him i don't feel this way. I just want a simple job that im happy with, i don't intend to give myself so much hope. At least for now. Im happy with a job in hand.Then, just now my team lead talk to me. Telling me the politics going on now. In short, boss is asking my colleague to leave as he felt that she again, not up to standard for a masters degree. omg lor.. Work really sux. A masters expect so high, im really getting afraid to get a degree lor, if next time the same situation happens to me how. Aiyo... And he is asking me opinion about my other colleague. He felt that she cannot handle well too. Oh dear... Office arrows are shooting here and there, even if its only once that you didn't notice or do well, you'll get shoot! =(Just when i was typing this entry, my boss ping me. Telling me his plan. He said that he will hire a temp taking my position for 6months, and within this one or two months, he will ask for my opinion and whether i want to continue doing. Aiya.. fan ah.. dun wanna talk about it anymore. Told my parents about it, and as usual, they will respect what i do. Which is i dunno good or bad.. haha.. Treat my parents for dinner as its their 20th wedding anniversary. hehe..Another sad thing. My grandpa is in the hospital again. =( Went visit him and he's like so poor thing. 3 tube of blood taken from an old man's body. Sobzzz... Hopefully he's alright again..All these things are suffocating me! Arghh...Hmm..Yesterday met up with yun, ju, yc, jer for a mixed talk. haha.. its ju's birthday.. But we gossiped alot. Found out many many hidden secrets after 3 years in poly. hahaha!And tomorrow is my granny's birthday. =) Everything will go well.....
MeL
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